含泪微笑的日子

<p><h1 style="text-align: center"><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312">含泪微笑的日子</span></h1></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">那一天</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">你说</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">快要夏天了</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">该为女儿买双凉鞋</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">那一天</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我只是出去了一小会儿</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">没来得及随从你</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">可却再也等不到你</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">天黑了又亮，亮了又黑</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">隔天的那个夜晚</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">他们说你回来了</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">那堂屋床上躺着的是你</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我不相信</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">小小的倔强的心灵总不相信</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">一向高大阳光的你</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">怎么可能一动不动双目紧闭</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">茂密卷曲的头发都不见了</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">那怎么可能是你</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">直到人们陆陆续续地来</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">凄凄惨惨地哭泣</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">那是我的童年</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">最为倔强而疑惑的回忆</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">小时候你知道我爱哭</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">总是讲好听的笑话逗我开心</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">和你一起玩耍的时光</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">充满了各种各样的惊喜</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">那一天我没有一滴眼泪</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我不相信你会离我而去</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">二零零二年的四月</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">阳光模糊，心儿紧闭</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">各种各样的同情来问我</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我口里沉默，内心抗拒</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">后来我发了疯的想念你</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">想念到泪流不止，独自哭泣</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">坐在教室里自习的夜晚</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">会幻想你从风吹开的门缝里推门而入</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">陪伴我，鼓励我</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">每次走到院子里</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">仿佛听到你洪亮的声音</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">在门外喊我的小名</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">到了快吃饭的时间</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">会想象你回来了</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">为我们做了最喜欢的饭菜</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">是的，你厨艺精湛，胜过母亲</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我还是不相信罢</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">每个夜晚我对着天上的星星讲话</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">看到你在星光里微笑的脸</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">正在告诉我不怕，你在</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">每一次坐下来发呆</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">脑海里不自觉地勾勒出你的样子</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">音容笑貌一一浮现</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">是啊，我怎么可能不想你</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">你是我最亲爱的爸爸</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">你怎么可以离开我</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我是你最宠爱的小女儿</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我一天天地长大了</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">想念也在一点点地生长</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我已经不再像小时候</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">一有委屈就哭泣</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">因为我知道</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">你想看到我快乐的样子</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我对每一个帮助我的人感恩</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">用心地去帮助每一个需要帮助的人</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">因为我知道</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">你就是这么做的</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我学着用微笑面对一切</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">不论生活留给我怎样的风雨</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">因为我想跟你说</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">女儿长大了</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">不会再轻易哭泣</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">唯有</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">想念你的时候</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我无法止住眼泪的汹涌</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">似乎那里</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">含着太多的委屈</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">可是爸爸</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我真的在努力呢</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">努力做一个乐观、豁达的人</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">努力做一个勇敢、坚强的人</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">那样，就不会畏惧任何风雨</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">没有你为我撑伞的日子</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我要学会自己前进</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我知道，你没有离开呢</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">一直住在我的心里</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">为我加油打气</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">只是多么想知道</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">你在那个没有我的世界里</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">过得好不好</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">会不会想念我</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">如同我想念你</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">十年了</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我已经长成了一个坚强独立的大姑娘</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">想写给你的文字</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">都快能出一本诗集</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">如果你能给我地址</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我多么想一一寄给你</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">十年了</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">三千七百个日日夜夜</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我都在心里默念你</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">可只有在梦里</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">才能再叫叫那个动听的名字</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">十年了</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">又是十年</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">前十年我懵懂没说出过我爱你</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">这十年里说的</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">你都听得到吗</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">亲爱的爸爸</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">如果可以</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我多么想亲口告诉你我对你的爱</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">多么想跟你讲讲这许多年来我们的家</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我的成长</span></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">每一处艰难的境遇</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">我都会告诉自己</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">笑着走下去</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">永不绝望</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">就算只是为着你的爱</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">也要微笑</span></span></strong></p>
<p><strong><span style="font-family: 楷体_gb2312"><span style="font-size: 18px">哪怕含泪</span></span></strong></p>
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